Selalu Saja Ada

Matahari terbenam, menandakan hari mulai malam, bukannya tak peduli, namun masih banyak yang harus aku selesaikan.

Maka, biarkan saja aku temani malam.

Begitulah aku penuhi hari dan malam.

Hingga suatu saat, aku merasa seperti zombie, ntah kenapa istilah ini yang kupakai, apakah harus kupikirkan?

Yang tak kusangka, masih bisa kulukiskan tawa di bibir ini.

Lebih tak kusangka lagi jikalau masih bisa melukiskan senyum yang indah mempesona pada mereka.

Senangnya melihat mereka tertawa.

Tiada guna tertawa sendiri. Yang ada kau dikira gila.

Sekalipun gila karena cinta *ah jangan memulai.

Walaupun begitu, terkadang diri ini menunggu, kapan hujan membuatku berdansa?

Ternyata, itulah rahasia Sang Pencipta semesta.

Semuanya telah dipersiapkan begitu rapinya hingga terasa indah pada waktunya.

Sangat indah :).

Terimakasih.

Malam ini aku bercengkrama dengan qalbu.

Menanyakan pernahkah kau lama dalam sendu?

Maka, bisakah kau memaafkanku?

Dalam risalahku

Ternyata, sungguh bijak.

Tanyakan kepada hatimu dan kau akan tahu

"Teruslah berlaku walaupun kau tahu semuanya akan terjawab oleh waktu"

Begitulah pesannya.

Iya, aku sangat setuju..

Rasa sungguh bahagia bersama kawanku beberapa jam yang lalu

Memang telah tertulis ntah di mana itu

Aku percaya semua telah ditakdirkan

Dan akupun percaya tiada sia-sia yang kita lakukan

Karena hidup ini pada hakikatnya berwarna

Tidak hanya putih atau hitam

Selalu saja ada yang didambakan

Sehingga

Selalu saja ada yang harus dilakukan

Sehingga pada suatu tempat di relung terdalam

Terdapat senyuman sebagai penyemangat jiwa

Begitula kita temukan arti kehidupan

Walaupun tiada batas

Smile

Hii ! :))). How was your Sunday? Fun right? Yeahh.

I spend this day with friends named Cepi, Rara, Pipeh, and Nanad. We STUDY, yeah study about organic chemistry, about Amine exactly. So rock'in until we go crazy and do something bad, that's Hacking facebook and twitter each other! It's embarrassing, quite fun however. They make me relax for a while and laugh for ever many times, haha, thank you :).

The object didn't finish yet actually and that's really make me ummm, what should I say? I dunno. I want to finish the three chapters that will be tested on the next Tuesday (2 days from now). But it's really hard, aaah. In other hand there's still some assignments that must be done quickly. So stormy. It's actually happened frequently in this semester. The campus life become harder. I almost lost myself. I change, I confuse with myself. I want use the mask to cover it all.

As time flies, I realize that there will be some problematic situation in life. It's not only happen in me, us, it's also happen in much people out there. Sometime, their is more complicated and hard, but they can through it all and enjoy the step they made. Actually, it's depend in our perspective. I shouldn't getting stress with what happen because I surely realize that it teach me to be wiser, stronger and mature. And when everything getting harder, there's still so many reason to smile and trick to enjoy the moment.

with my lovely, Nayla

Ooh, sometime speaking is easier rather than do it, hehe. But, thanks Nayla who always give positive energy to me to walk in this earth paradise.

captured when I was in my way go to my hometown, a years ago :)

Instead of waiting for the moment end, I must try to enjoy the moment. So pathetic if I should crying to wait the moment end. Because actually it will be over. It will be more fun if we enjoy the moment before it's over and do something exciting to make the most memorable happy ending. 

Think of something negative, you become tired. Think of something exciting and positive, you become energized. Choose wisely! ~@ItsLifeNotes 

And do you know? It will be happier if we can share the happiness with other. So nice if we can be the light for other. I always getting inspired and energized by those kind of people.

Taken one night in Grand Galaxy, South Bekasi

It's not only about the problem but also the belief. I do believe there's always a reason behind everything and I shouldn't know what it's, although some time I wanna know.

FIGHTING PEOPLE :))!

You, we, can (:!

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Hi , how does your life? Mine is exciting, hiyaah, hhee :D.

Sorry for letting you come (*if any, hhe) without any new post. As a student, I must do many homework from lecturer, many report experiment as a chemistry student, and exploring my organization skill by joining some organization in campus, and teaching of course (as my job).

A thing in BEMJ Kimia

Many things happen in April, some good some bad, and I love every part of it. Badness make me learn and proud of the goodness. And thank God, in the middle of my hectic day, there was still a little party by my department in BEMJ Kimia, P2KA, in order to celebrate Ninda and Gilang's birthday. I wish you always happy and be grateful in your life. And I still able to join galaxy Sunday market to promote IZSH.

the victims  actors, Ninda & Gilang

we enjoy the blackforrest

May, May colored by adventure, serious things, and exam.

In the first weekend of May, I go to my hometown, Bojonegoro, East Java, short trip but so lovely. It was the first time I go to hometown just for 2 days! I went by the train with my dad only! It's also my first time went out with my father only. So lovely. I feel like the beautiful country girl who highly protected by her dad. Ever you travel around with your dad only? It should be try, at least once in your life ;). Since my photographer (my young sister) can not join this travelling, so I just take the landscape picture from the train.

when I wake up in the really morning

the sun want to show the light

I'm sure the air outside was really fresh

The sun reflection in the mirror

And at lovely sunday morning, 7 am, We arrived in my grandma's house :)). As usual my grandma had been cooking some of delicious food! Iyaah :D. I want it again !

The door of my grandma's house

Landscape near my grandma's house

Our purpose come here was coming to my cousin wedding. The bride was really charismatic. My cousin (the husband) was from University of Indonesia and the wife was from Al-Azhar university, Cairo. Perfect couple yeah? hhe. Unfortunately I don't take any picture since I enjoy the party. I met my other cousin, and we share much stories. One of them named Fiki. She also study at the kind of pedagogy university, but in Surabaya.

I don't use any make up :(, my make up case was left

We (me and my dad) went back into Jakarta at 7 pm by the train again. We back with the newlywed Mas Nadhif (my cousin) and Mbak Dyah, beautiful girl ;). I ever make a post about them before (:.

In the 2nd weekend of May, I join Pelatihan Advokasi Mahasiswa that be held by Tim Pembela Mahasiswa UNJ (TPM) in Ciawi, Bogor. The training was super! It opened my mind about what happen around us, what we should do, and many more. I learn to become more sensitive in seeing the change around us, especially for the policy that harm for the student. We do more discussion there (not only hear the speaker), we share our thought, our experience when we try to get the data from birokrat. I love hear other experience. We learn about investigation (in Pra PAM) and negotiation technique, we also practice about it. The committee also held the small outbond but the content was superb ! I meet new people there.

the delegation from chemistry major, except Iis (in the left), she was once of the committee. 

The Participants :D

The event was finished in Sunday evening, and after that, I right away go to meet EDF UNJ (English Debating Family). So tired, but I wanna come there! We learn about British Parliamentary , and we practice it right away. I realize that my debating skill is decrease so I must practice it more often in home and read more of course !

I can't lie that May 2012 always full fill with happiness. But some time I just so tired in facing life, especially when the lecturer give more task, whereas the previous tasks aren't finished yet!

captured by Defi

But, as a girl who has high energy of laugh, I can easily reduce the tired by talking with friend, and seeing awkward emoticon of my friend, hahaa. I have some of the photos but I will not share it here.

We shine again then :)

And then I have either, bad and good news. Badness; I have been fall and the goodness I fall in emmmmmmmmm, hehe. I don't want share it yet but this feeling was great and.. painful at the same time. But I enjoy it although I still should adapt with it.

In Indonesia it self, there is the severe accident, Sukhoi Plane Crash:(. The deadly accident still any although it has been decrease from March and April, inter tribal fighting still exist. And what's the good news? I don't follow the news, anyone wants to add?

Ps: is my english & my writing turn in to bad? Oohh So Pathetic, sorry blogger fellows.

I MISS YOU :).